I wonder how it is that a man who has a chat moniker of "WWJD" manages to make that work with his ability to set me up for unemployment without even the courtesy of a warning or thanks for everything.
I do sometimes get tired of the "faithful" behaving like utter shits all week and then saints for a day. It is tiresome, too, that I have to keep working for him and being polite while he is quietly stabbing me in the back. Well, not that quietly since it took nothing to find out. Just not from him nor the person he is collaborating with.
So...time for me to scramble for either another role internally or to find something externally. And it angers me beyond belief. Nearly 7 years with this guy and this is what I get? Well, it does remind me that, when it comes to work, no one cares about you as much as you think. I'd learned that lesson long ago but had forgotten that sudden sharp pain of betrayal and deceit.
And how to hold my anger back and not send the well-written Fuck You email? Or the "thanks for being a dick on Administrative Professionals Day " message. I refuse to do it simply because it isn't professional but...it is extremely difficult. I understand that business demands some less than savory actions now and then. But this was simply not necessary. Being upfront and honest about the matter would have at least been...reasonable.
Shit - it doesn't really matter, does it? All this back and forthing. It WILL happen and the repercussions are what I need to deal with. Still, it hurts the ego...and we've company tonight so I have to smile and make nice...
Where did I leave that voodoo doll? I think it needs a new nametag.